When you hear the question, “What are the desires of your heart?” What say you?
I admit that most of the time my desires have not been of eternal value. They were of monetary rhetoric; the kind which moth eat and rust destroys as recorded in the gospel of Matthew (Matthew 6:19-24).
This whole blog entry began this morning due to a simple word search for REJOICE that set me on course to a DIVINE “rabbit trail”. It was an adventurous path that simply wooed me to hunger for more of a desire to fellowship with GOD. The internet search led to me none other than a write up from the early 1900’s from the church to it’s congregants. It was a “newsletter” of sorts from May, 1921, titled, “The Latter Rain Evangel” and it was subtitled, “The Days of Heaven On The Earth”.
This newsletter written so long ago was speaking even past the far reaching of what we would call, “now”. I was in awe of the order of writings and how every point was as an arrow that pointed the church back to the Father God by looking to Jesus as they allowed the Holy Spirit to baptize them with fire and passion for GOD and the lost.
As I read the updates on a particular Chinese man, who happened to be a high ranking general, I was in awe of the report from the missionary to China. This particular general had been converted because of him witnessing a particular woman who said “Slay me but spare them.” She died and yet her death caused resurrection life in so many from that moment on. It became the ripple effect of many high ranking military men within China to pursue the heart of GOD like no one had ever seen. To the point when their enemies surrendered, one of the generals gave each surrendered soldier money to go back home as their lives were spared with the Gospel being preached, so these soldiers who had surrendered would know the love of GOD with tangible evidence. Even as I read this newsletter, it was as though I became a witness of these Chinese military men who were converted by the love of GOD shown through a few missionaries. They began to even see their time of war as a mission field in the midst of the battlefield.
It led me to greater awe of all these months that GOD has had me parked in Luke 6:27-38; Matthew 5:44-48; Proverbs 25:21-22; Romans 12:9-21, it was outrageously inspiring, to see their lives demonstrate the goodness of GOD that leads man to repentance. They were revealing the Kingdom of GOD within the earth by loving their enemies.
With all that said, when the missionary was with many of the men within the Chinese military, they had a prayer meeting and before prayer they were all studying Matthew chapters 18-20. After reading, the missionary began to ask these powerful men, “What are your deepest desires of your hearts? Please state them before we go into prayer.”
Their answers awakened me to the core:
One general answered, “My greatest wish before GOD is that all 9,000 of my men may turn to the LORD.” Then a colonel answered, “Mine is that we may have grace given us to live lives so genuine that we will commend this salvation of the Lord Jesus to all men.” Another colonel spoke up and said, “That GOD may use our brigade to convert all the soldiers of China.” Then the general and the three colonels led in prayer among others.
As I stated in the beginning, now I ask again, “What is your greatest desire?” I have a feeling that like me, your answer may have shifted to one of great eternal value?
Would you like to share your hearts desire? Your life giving feedback is encouraging.
As I lived married with children,I felt I had everything I had ever desired. Never lacking in anything…Everything I had ever desired as a kid, I was living the dream!
After years and years of that, I began to to see and feel like that was not enough any more. The emptiness inside me was overwhelming. Even having a house full (A husband and kids)I felt alone. I could look at everything I had and still it was never enough. Something in me knew there was so much more to life than this. But what?
Kids left the house, separation from my husband and I found myself alone. A big empty house!
Now I was alone mentally and physically.
So I decided my only hope would be to give Jesus a try again.
I started a walk unsure of what it was going to bring me but I had nothing to lose. Step by Step,in my walk with Jesus something started to happen, this emptiness inside of me started to hunger more for HIM, because I was being filled with something so great and powerful…God Himself in the form of Holy Spirit.
Being alone gave me more time to spend with him until he filled me up with his Love, peace and happiness. It made me realize that the fulfillment I was looking for was Him! I don’t feel alone anymore. God’s greatest desire for us is to know HIM and now I know what I was missing all along, it was Jesus. When you know HIM and who HE is for yourself, you can’t help but want what HE desires for you.
Wow! this is so powerful Tanya! I am so grateful to GOD for His rescue over your life and what you have so beautifully revealed about His faithfulness. He fills us to overflowing; He satisfies us and yet even in our contented state HE leaves us wanting more and more. That hunger and thirst is constantly satisfied and yet it invites us to want more of HIM…always more than enough! So beautiful
My desires began to align with His when I wrote this scripture and placed it in my home where I could see and read it daily. Romans 12:2 “Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.” God has also been highlighting scriptures that are of being a Godly woman as a wife and mother, which are my greatest desires. I grew up with not the greatest examples but God has revealed His Word filled with truth, has my answers and not the world.
Yes! Michelle! I love it when we go deeper in Him, those things we desire to be in Him, they begin to unfold by His Spirit and not our own power and might! This is beautiful!!! I love how you even used Romans 12:2 to remind you not to copy the behaviors of how you were raised…but how GOD is raising you up! Wow!